She died at 2:20 this afternoon

[pseydtonne]

I'm heading out to Utica for the wake and funeral. I think my dad's side of the family is about to explode from latent hostility and denial. Meanwhile I have been holding myself down. I still haven't been able to cry. I think it'll be good to sleep in my childhood bed and see the relatives that haven't lost their marbles.

I won't likely be back until Sunday. I may be online at times.

-off I go to confront raw emotion, Dante